Free time/Insanity

Funny how when I am off from work for any extended period of time I can find time to blog. I wonder what will happen next Tuesday...when reality sets back in. Let's see I will have to go to work, take care of 3 kids, spend time with my husband, AND make time to do this new workout. (you know if I spent that much money on it I HAVE TO USE IT!) Add to that the project I am working on. Can't tell you exactly what it is just yet; the only 3 ppl that know are God, myself, and my husband. Somewhere in the midst of all of it, I still must find time to get on here and write out my thoughts.

What's funny is that this blog WILL NOT take the place of my journal...it's like NO it is a dialogue between myself and God. My writing to Him is another form of prayer. When I write, He listens AND He answers. I cannot forsake that relationship at all, but I love the idea of being able to express myself and someone actually be listening or paying attention. (someone I don't know that is) I don't have to write or type in my deepest darkest secrets...just the things that I want to say out loud, but lack the ppl around me to hear it. So I turn to cyber world...hope it's not a mistake.

INSANITY Update: Still has not arrived...so much for the free upgrade to rush delivery. According to UPS it left Illinois yesterday morning, so hopefully I should have it tomorrow. I didn't think that Christmas counted in my 5-7 day delivery promise, but who knew it would slow things down THIS MUCH! I am so looking forward to beginning. Today my husband is going to take my before pictures for me! (Don't look for those to be posted any time soon =/ ) Now I just need a measuring tape so that I can write down my before and after measurements. I think I am supposed to do my arms, chest, waist, hips, and I am adding thighs to that list. I don't think its supposed to be there though, lol. Because this is supposed to be open and liberating for me, I WILL share my #'s or measurements. I think it will help hold me to a higher level of accountability also. Well, as soon as it comes, I will let you know what happens!

Until then.....