Monday, July 6, 2009

The REAL best day ever!

Okay, that would be 6/26/09; the day that we moved out of my in-laws house and into our own place! Who could imagine that a change in scenery could do this much for a person. I can sleep better, breathe easier. it is almost like my entire life is different because of it. Our unit number means "new beginnings, the number of God, new beginnings". I feel like that is holding so true in our lives. I look at my husband differently, my children differently, even my in-laws. The move has been difficult for them. They are having a hard time dealing with the grandkids not being there all day every day. They will go and visit of course, but right now I just need a little space. Plus, all I ask is that when my children are there, the cats are not around. I don't really care if they need to eat or if it is hot outside; my children come 1st! That is my only request. Let's see how that works out. We have not had much success with that request in the past. Hopefully, this time will be different. I don't really know if i should expect anything to change, though. If I expect change and nothing happens, then my feelings will be hurt. If I don't expect change, then nothing will ever change. It's like a double edged sword. That's what makes being a part of this family SO complicated. For now, I will rest easy in the new place, and we will just have to cross that bridge when we get there!